鉴于很多朋友说他们校园网里上歪酷博客非常慢，我决定把我的心树整体移到新浪博客去。地址是：
http://blog.sina.com.cn/u/1269448372
希望大家把这个网页加到收藏夹里去，没事多去坐坐，留留言。我也会努力锻炼自己的文笔，希望能写出好的文章。
谢谢大家！

    今天去做了一件一直想做但又下不定决心做的事情：穿耳孔。
    在左边的耳朵，穿了两个，是直接用手扎的那种，没有用枪打。耳钉的针扎进去的时候，我可以听到皮肤破裂的声音，还有一种钝钝的痛，但是没有流血，可能扎这个也需要特殊的手法吧，不像想象中那么恐怖。一次扎了两个，然后可以感觉到左边耳朵在冷风中热热的，胀胀的，疼也疼到一起了。
    诱因是我在钻研数学题的过程中崩溃了，连带好长时间做任何题目都会错的一塌糊涂，不禁怀疑自己是不是再也不知道怎么做好什么事情了。这情绪很危险，堵在心里，沉的喘都喘不过来，让我只想大喊大叫或者把桌子上的书全部摔到墙上。可惜这些都不可能，于是我想了一个很极端的办法发泄一下：让自己感觉疼痛。
    现在还是在疼，但是总比麻木强。有人对我说：放纵自己不需要找那么多理由。没错我是放纵了自己一把，但不是盲目的，理由很充分，结果也很不错。证据就是那两个闪闪发亮的耳钉，以及我现在平复了不少的心情。
    我仍然相信自己是个时常温顺偶尔叛逆的人，有些时候会用奇怪甚至极端的方式解决问题，所以偶尔显得喜怒无常。但是无害，除了自己，谁都不会伤害到。

          You know who am I?

                                                                                  I 'm U-know;
                                                                                                                                                       
                                                                                             You know who am I?

                                                                                  I'm the leader , I'm the king;

                                                                                             You know who am I?

                                                                                   I'm the brightest star in the night sky;

                                                                                              You know who am I?

                                                                                    I'm a man,

                                                                                    Sometimes tough, sometimes gentle;but never give up

                                                                                              One day, You will know me ,
                                                                                               
                                                                                     I'm the trustworthiest one ,
                                                                                     
                                                                                     Who was mean to be on the top of the world!
                                                                                                                                                      

 

You're a hero

 You stand,you smile,you cry

 But you never lie down

 You're the hero of us

 Sparkling under the bluest sky 

 And the golden rising sun

 You're always our perfect hero

 Keep confident,keep cheerful

 Because We Are Together! 

我认识的大多数女孩，都是喜欢吃甜食的。反正年轻女孩子多吃一点甜食也不是什么坏事。那一块块精致甜香的糕点，诱惑着每个女生最敏感的神经，让人在瞬间把所有减肥计划抛到脑后。一块蛋糕，一杯热咖啡，可以凭空给我增添一种莫名的安全感，仿佛那氤氲的蒸汽和香味有魔力，肚子暖和了就什么都不怕了。不禁想到从前看到过的一段话：Food was our love, eat was our way of being loved. Food was available when our parents weren’t. Food didn’t get up and walk away when our father did. Food didn’t hurt us, food didn’t say “no”, food didn’t hit, food didn’t get drunk.. Food was warm when we were cold and cold when we were hot. Food became the closest thing we knew of love. But it is only a substitute of love. Food is not, nor was ever, love.

       天气只要一冷,我就会像要冬眠的青蛇一样,变得懒懒的了.动也懒得动,吃也懒得吃,有时候连睡觉都懒得睡,每天除了捧本书装装样子,就真不知道要干些什么了.从宿舍楼到自习教室那一段路在春夏时分是十分宜人的,暖风吹着,树木花草散发着芬芳,阳光透过枝叶在地上印出大大小小的光斑……在现在看来则是过于漫长了。于是我像蚂蚁搬家一样慢慢却持久地把自习教室的书搬回到了宿舍楼的自习室里，幸好未雨绸缪，在这里也有一个座位可以用。于是可以每天捧着热气腾腾的咖啡穿着睡衣和绒毛拖鞋，穿行于宿舍和自习室之间，端的悠闲自在，可惜美中不足的是，教人更加没有奋发进取的心了。